when you spend your whole night thinking about something you don’t even know how to solve it. all you (mostly woman) can do is just crying. I don’t know how to stand on. God please. save me! :’(

i miss tha playboy and galau girl so damn well.

#kesayangan ceritanya nonton breaking dawn part 2 deh kalo ga salahhh.. bakal kangen banget sama wanita wanita ini, karna skripsi kita jadi jauhh.. maaf yaa kawan aku malah bermalas malas dengan skripsi, harusnya bisa bareng kalian nihh :’) semangat :9

rossindabudianti:

Ga paham lagi sama kecerobohan dan kebodohan sendiri. Kok bisa segitu parahnya.

elisanurinda:

rossindabudianti:

Buat Elisa yang sebentar lagi LDR-an antar benua: Antar kota aja susah, apalagi antar benua, beda bahasa. Tapi kalo udah cinta, terusin aja. Stay strong :”’D

Ya ampun, bakal LDR ya guee? :”) hahaha. Eike mah menganut paham let it flow, in :”) Kalau emang udah jalannya mah, jalanin aja :”)) Makasih ya in :”) Elo juga stay strong LDR sama paulnyaa ( 9”)9 *ngomong seolah-olah gua pacar dia banget -___,-

dua orang ini.. jujur banget.. sesama LDR memang harus menguatkan kali yaa prinsipnyaa.. semangat para gadis baik bail :’)

i’m just higher and i loath to be an ordinary :)

Aku mengenal dikau
Tak cukup lama separuh usia
ku
Namun begitu
banyak..pelajaran
Yang aku terima
Kau membuatku mengerti
hidup ini
Kita terlahir bagai selembar
kertas putih
Tinggal kulukis dengan tinta
pesan damai
Kan terwujud Harmony
Segala kebaikan..
Takkan terhapus oleh
kepahitan
Kulapangkan resah jiwa..
Karna kupercaya..
Kan berujung indah
Kau membuatku mengerti
hidup ini
Kita terlahir bagai selembar
kertas putih
Tinggal kulukis dengan tinta
pesan damai
Kan terwujud harmony

perkara hal kecil jadi besar kenapa kita ga hidup dalam harmoni saja

The story is started on my first meeting with Farhan Kurnia Mayendri (the president of su aiesec unila) at secretariat of ESo (student university unit focused on public speaking english development). There, farhan told brief thing about aiesec. my view toward aiesec in short is aiesec is a student-run-organization which focused on youth potential development to the global platform.
i was very interested in joining aiesec then on december 2012 they opened an oprec for winter program..

W.O.W bought the form and passionately fill the form, so nervous then but i could handle the interview so damn well. there are several questions offered by the president such as my strength and weakness, worst case (how if i were liked by a lesbian? hell yeah, surely i answered that before the lesbians commit to be a lesbian they have been so ready enough to face high rejection *sure, with deep psychology analysis! kke) they also investigated my personal tought toward the case of palestine and israel. can’t deny that i am a moslem and i had more intention to stand beside palestine beside that i logically assume that normal would choose to stand with palestine for sure. why? because they are the weak one, the woman are raped and the kids die to help their parents, the conditions with israel was just far away different.

andddd.. a week or two weeks after the interview, they announce the result through phone message. my junior novindri texted me in the morning, “are you accepted?” poorly i found no message recieved, was a bit sad * am i that very bad?|*  i told opin that i wasn’t accepted and cheered my self up *even tough it was failed* but 3 days later i recieved a message that inviting me to attend the welcoming party of AIESEC new members. as long as i know, i am not acepted. directly called the external relations person, she told me that i am accepted. so happy! :)

i didn’t join the welcoming party since i had to teach *hell!!* but that’s okay since my friends told me all the things they consider important about AIESEC.
you know guys, several weeks after my acceptance, they open a board program, i registered myself as external relations manager and yeah with consistently filling up the form for 2 days and expanding the page from 7pages to 19 pages (niat banget) i finally accepted! happy :))
i started working on the middle of january. Listing a coorporate and non coorporate company and stuffs.
Then the president told that we will have mini project, we all tought the theme and the idea of “Lampung Change Maker” was coming up! we dealt to make it.
as a consequence, we all arranged the open recruitment then 8 people was choosen as a team. yeay!! there are some of my friends there..

(will continue this short story soon, gotta teach ;))